MeganFS

When was the last time you were nice to me. Genuinely nice to me and not just being nice because you thought i was angry with you or something. Your horrible to me more than your nice to me. When was the last time you put in as much thought towards me as i do towards you? When was the last time you knew i was upset and actually gave me some form of comfort instead of pretentious shit.

If youre wondering to whom this is directed at.. You could guess any number of names and you'd probably be right. Im coming to the conclusion that im the problem as MOST of the important people in my life are like this with me. But whatever the reason. Im sick of being walked all over. Im sick of everything being on other peoples terms and being hurt. Im not too bothered who reads this really i just needed to get it out. As im sure you can gather by reading the first paragraph that i havent got many people that take much notice of what ive got to say. And im not going to let that get to me anymore. Sometimes you can care about people too much. Im loosing alot of people who have treated me like shit this year. But im hoping ill be a better person through the end of it.